Betrayed

I've just resigned on Tuesday, 4th May 2011. This is my second resignation. During my 1st resignation, i feel very happy as I’m gonna be freed from the jail (my company). As for my second time resignation, i have mix feelings. I sometimes feel happy, but the happiness seems leading to moodiness. Why, I asked myself. I’m sad and moody because I gonna leave my colleagues soon? Nope, I’m not sad because of them, and I hate my partner who will take over my tasks.

This world is very realistic. Once I announced to resign, my team leader doesn’t seem like talking to me anymore. He even doesn’t want to look at me when I’m suggestion solution to them. He just sat down and explains his viewpoint to my partner, as if I invisible.

I just wish to peacefully stay in my company for the remaining 6weeks, hoping to transfer all my knowledge and tasks to my partner and my team leader so that in future, they can smoothly handle my tasks. However, they treated me like I betrayed them; they don’t want to accept my solution nor opinion.

I can swear that I treated my partner quite good. Previously, if she doesn’t know something; I will teach and explain to her. She’s slow in work, I helped her to backup. Even though I know that she just want simply go lucky and lazy tasks, I just let her be because I know that I will resign soon in future. Once I received call from my interviewer that I’m accepted by them, I honestly tell my partner about it. I even help her to see whether the company still have other vacancy so that we can work together. We both are happily talking about what to do if they call my partner to interview.

On the next day, she pours negative comments to me, saying that my new company is unstable; they will soon layoff me if they found other person that is cheaper to replace me. I just ignore her. Before I take my offer letter, she secretly spreading out my resignation to everyone that she knows, including my team leader.

At first, I wouldn’t know that she already announced the whole world about this, until during a meeting, she suddenly handover a note to me, saying that they had decided to ask Miss A and Mr B to replace me. I felt shocked, and I know that everyone already know about my news. Even my manager and team leader do point out that they will ask Miss C to back up my tasks. From there, I linked up all those evidence that she had betrayed me.

But I’m stupid enough that I try to convince myself that maybe I’m wrong, she didn’t betrayed me. But, day by day passed, and I gathered more evidence that she really spreading my news again, and at last, my sixth sense told me that she may had backstab me in front of my boss too.

I can swear that I done my part well, at least it didn’t go against my principals. If they bad mouthed me again, I won’t try to quarrel with them as I know, I didn’t do anything wrong.

But, suddenly, I feel this working-world is very cold, full of danger and politics going on.

So, from now onwards, I wanted to revenge. I’ve planned that, if she didn’t ask, I won’t tell. I will not spoon-feeding her anymore with my experience that I’ve gained. If you want, ask me or go discover yourself like how others treat me previously. Don’t try to challenge my limit or I will make sure you suffer once I leave the company.